<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[B. Michael Forbes]]></title><description><![CDATA[Reflections on the prayer book, the church year, and faith guided by rhythm, sacrament, and Scripture held together. For anyone drawn to liturgical faith: lifelong, returning, or curious. The middle way, practiced.]]></description><link>https://www.ashandalleluia.org</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!AsSM!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4df4f800-2467-4063-b597-4ad20d529378_616x616.png</url><title>B. Michael Forbes</title><link>https://www.ashandalleluia.org</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Thu, 23 Apr 2026 09:38:17 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://www.ashandalleluia.org/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Ash + Alleluia]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[ashandalleluia@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[ashandalleluia@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Ash + Alleluia]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Ash + Alleluia]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[ashandalleluia@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[ashandalleluia@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Ash + Alleluia]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[Twelve Minutes]]></title><description><![CDATA[On Morning Prayer in Eastertide]]></description><link>https://www.ashandalleluia.org/p/twelve-minutes</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.ashandalleluia.org/p/twelve-minutes</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ash + Alleluia]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2026 16:27:53 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!AsSM!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4df4f800-2467-4063-b597-4ad20d529378_616x616.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have been circling the Daily Office for a while now. At first, I would listen to it on the Daily Prayer app during a morning walk. That was easier. Then the book. Picking it up, putting it down. Beginning some weeks, missing others. Knowing there was something there I had not yet opened.</p><p>Here is what I have learned so far.</p><p>A book. A quiet corner. Twelve minutes, or less on the mornings when the house is already awake. It does not look like a monastery. It does not need to.</p><p><strong>What the Office Does</strong></p><p>The first thing the office does is interrupt you. You did not plan to pray. You were going to check something, answer something, delay a little longer. The book is already open, though, and you begin anyway. The first sentence is not yours.</p><p>&#8220;Lord, open our lips.&#8221;</p><p>You say it without feeling it.</p><p>&#8220;And our mouth shall proclaim your praise.&#8221;</p><p>You say that too. Your lips have opened. Words have come out. None of them began with you. Something has already happened before you were ready.</p><p>The second thing is harder to name. At some point, it begins to work in you. Not all at once. Not every morning. But over time the psalms stop feeling like something you are choosing and start sounding like something that has found you. A line lands with more weight than you expected. Something in it recognizes something in you. You did not go looking for it. You do not have to feel the psalms for this to happen. You just have to say them.</p><p>The third thing is quieter. You are not alone in it. These words have been said before you and will be said after you. On mornings when your attention wanders or your belief feels thin, the office does not adjust itself to you. It continues. You say the words anyway. That turns out to be enough.</p><p><strong>A Tuesday in April or May</strong></p><p>Here is what a Tuesday morning can look like in Eastertide.</p><p>The psalm is long. You read it aloud, or under your breath, or in your head if the house is still quiet. Some lines pass without notice. One does not.</p><p>&#8220;My soul is athirst for God, athirst for the living God;<br>when shall I come to appear before the presence of God?&#8221;</p><p>You had not named that.</p><p>The reading is from Acts. A few paragraphs. You read them slowly. There is no hurry here. The story moves at its own pace. People trying to understand what has already happened to them.</p><p>Then the canticle. In Eastertide, often Pascha Nostrum.</p><p>&#8220;Christ our Passover has been sacrificed for us; therefore let us keep the feast.&#8221;</p><p>You have said it enough now that it no longer surprises you, but it has not worn thin.</p><p>&#8220;Not with the old leaven, the leaven of malice and evil, but with the bread of sincerity and truth.&#8221;</p><p>It catches you, every time.</p><p>The coffee is cold by now. It does not matter.</p><p>You say the Creed. The Lord&#8217;s Prayer. A collect for the week. A few names, spoken simply. A voice from the next room asks what you are doing. Praying, you say. Almost done. And then it is over. You make another cup of coffee. The day begins.</p><p><strong>If You Want to Begin</strong></p><p>The Book of Common Prayer is enough. Morning Prayer begins on page 75. You follow what is given. When it ends, you are done.</p><p>If the book feels like too much at first, try the Daily Prayer app.  Begin with the morning. One cup of coffee.</p><p>You will miss days. You will forget. You will come back. Nothing will have moved. The psalms will still be there. The words will still be there. You step back into them where you left off.</p><p>Twelve minutes.</p><p></p><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.ashandalleluia.org/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading B. Michael Forbes! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Road Between: Holding Together What Belongs Together]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Middle Way, Practiced.]]></description><link>https://www.ashandalleluia.org/p/the-road-between-holding-together</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.ashandalleluia.org/p/the-road-between-holding-together</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ash + Alleluia]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 20 Apr 2026 02:28:38 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!AsSM!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4df4f800-2467-4063-b597-4ad20d529378_616x616.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>We are used to hearing the middle way described as a balance. Something measured out between Catholic and Protestant, held carefully so that neither side is lost. There is some truth in that. But it is not the whole of it.</p><p>The Anglican tradition has long used a Latin phrase for this way of being the Church: via media, the &#8220;middle way.&#8221; It can sound like a matter of moderation.</p><p>But that is not quite right.</p><p>The via media is not a midpoint. It is the refusal to separate what belongs together.</p><p>Scripture and sacrament.<br>Tradition and conscience.<br>Word and water.</p><p>Not held at a distance from each other, but given together.</p><p>A bridge, not a truce.</p><p><strong>On the Road</strong></p><p>In the eighth chapter of Acts, Philip is sent out from Jerusalem to a desert road leading south. It is an ordinary kind of road. Not a place where anything decisive is expected to happen.</p><p>And yet, it is there that he meets a man returning home from worship, an Ethiopian official, reading aloud from the prophet Isaiah. The words are in front of him, but they have not yet come alive.</p><p>Philip does not call out instructions from a distance. He comes near. He listens. He asks a simple question.</p><p>Do you understand what you are reading?</p><p>&#8220;How can I,&#8221; the man answers, &#8220;unless someone guides me?&#8221;</p><p>So Philip climbs into the chariot and sits beside him.  The scripture is not taken away from him. It is not corrected or replaced. It is opened. The story is told from within the words he is already holding.</p><p>And then, as they go along the road, they come to water. The man sees it first. &#8220;Look, here is water. What is to prevent me from being baptized?&#8221;</p><p>Nothing.</p><p>No delay. No requirement that everything be settled first. The word is given, and the water is given. And he goes on his way rejoicing. It happens on the road. Not after the journey is complete, but in the middle of it, where things are not yet resolved and still given.</p><p><strong>What Is Held Together</strong></p><p>This is the instinct the via media tries to name. Not a compromise between competing claims, but a way of remaining with them long enough for them to be received together.</p><p>You may trace the sign of the cross in holy water as you enter, a small remembering that you belong to something you did not invent. You come as you are, not asked to resolve everything first. The questions are not left outside. They are carried with you.</p><p>You hear the scriptures read. You stand for the gospel. You bow your head at the name of Christ, sometimes without thinking about it. The prayers are given, shaped over time, and you step into them before you fully understand them. The word leads you forward.</p><p>You come to the table and kneel, or stand if you must, hands open. Bread is placed in them. Wine is given. You taste what you have been told. The body learns what the mind is still catching up to.</p><p>The telling and the doing belong to one another. The past is not discarded so that the present can feel free. What has been given is received again. Reverence is not turned into distance. The liturgy is ordered, full of gesture and silence. Incense may rise, marking the space, setting it apart without closing it off. You kneel, not because you have solved anything, but because you are learning how to be present.</p><p>This does not always hold. At times it narrows into habit. That has always been part of the story. But underneath it is a steadier conviction. What God has joined, we do not improve by pulling apart.</p><p><strong>What You Hear</strong></p><p>Often, what stays with someone is not what was said, but what was heard.</p><p>There is music in this tradition that opens something in a person the first time it is heard, and keeps opening it. A psalm chanted to an Anglican tone, a centuries-old pattern of notes rising and falling over the Hebrew poetry, unfamiliar at first and then oddly settled. A hymn the whole church sings in harmony, carried on an organ that fills the room, the sound rising past the rafters of what a single voice can do. An anthem by one of the old English composers, Tallis or Byrd or someone of their century, still being sung five hundred years later in a parish on a Sunday morning. The canticles of Evensong, that quiet hour some churches still keep, where the day is handed back to God in sung words.</p><p>People leave these services moved in ways they did not expect. Something was given to them that they could not have given themselves. And they want to sing. Not performatively, not because anyone has told them to, but because the music has made room in them for it.</p><p>There is a kind of patience in it. The language is not hurried. It is given time to take shape, to move through the body as well as the mind. It is not only understood. It is learned in another way.</p><p>The same instinct is at work here. The word is not reduced to explanation. It is allowed to be carried, to be sung, to remain.</p><p><strong>A Way to Walk</strong></p><p>The via media has a history, and at times that history looks like careful balance, or even compromise. That cannot be denied.</p><p>But that is not the deepest thing about it. The deeper thing is that it makes room for a certain kind of faith. A faith that does not require everything to be resolved before it begins. A faith that trusts that what has been given together can be received together.</p><p>You do not have to choose between the story and the table. You are given both.<br>You do not have to wait until every question is answered. You are invited to remain.</p><p>The scene in Acts of the Apostles does not end with a conclusion. It ends with a continuation. The man goes on his way rejoicing. The road is still in front of him.</p><p>A bridge does not ask you to stop. It lets you keep going. The via media is not where the journey stops. It is a way of walking it.</p><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.ashandalleluia.org/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Long Alleluia: Fifty Days We Keep Forgetting]]></title><description><![CDATA[Fifty Days on the Road to Emmaus]]></description><link>https://www.ashandalleluia.org/p/the-long-alleluia-fifty-days-we-keep</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.ashandalleluia.org/p/the-long-alleluia-fifty-days-we-keep</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Ash + Alleluia]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 19 Apr 2026 22:59:48 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!AsSM!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4df4f800-2467-4063-b597-4ad20d529378_616x616.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Ask most people when Easter is and they will tell you the Sunday. Sit inside the liturgy for a year and you learn something different: fifty days, through Pentecost. Longer than Lent. The feast outlasts the fast.</p><p>That difference is not incidental. The Church gives more time to feasting than to fasting. The imbalance is deliberate. Whatever Lent prepares us for is not meant to be shorter-lived than the preparation itself.</p><p>And still, most of us let Easter collapse back into a day.</p><p><strong>Walking the Wrong Way</strong></p><p>On the afternoon of the first Easter, two disciples were walking away from Jerusalem.</p><p>The tomb was already empty. The women had already told them. Still, they were on the road to Emmaus, heading in the opposite direction, going home. Luke says their faces were downcast. A stranger fell in with them and asked what they were discussing, and they told him everything&#8230; about the prophet mighty in word and deed, about the crucifixion, about the third day, about the women and what they had said.</p><p>They told the risen Christ about the resurrection, and did not recognize him.</p><p>He walked with them anyway. He opened the scriptures to them. And when they reached the village, they urged him to stay. He stayed, and at the table he took bread, blessed it, broke it. And in that moment, their eyes were opened.</p><p>We are not different. We walk the wrong way. We miss what is already here. So the liturgy of Eastertide does what the stranger did for them: it walks alongside, opens the scriptures, breaks the bread, and waits for recognition.</p><p><strong>Signs Along the Road</strong></p><p>Eastertide is not empty time. It is filled with small, insistent things that train our attention.</p><p>There is a candle&#8230; taller than the others, set near the font, lit for every service in these fifty days. It was kindled from new fire in the dark of the Vigil. That same flame is what burns now, carried forward, a quiet claim that the light has not gone out.</p><p>There is a color. The vestments are white, and they remain white. Purple meant waiting. Red will come with the Spirit. White holds us here, insisting that what began at the Vigil is not past but ongoing. A church that changes its colors refuses to let time flatten.</p><p>There is a word. Alleluia was taken from us for forty days&#8230; unsaid, unsung. Then it returned, and in this season it is doubled at the dismissal: Alleluia, alleluia! It is not a word that belongs to ordinary speech. It refuses to be a thought or a mood. It has to be said out loud.</p><p>And there is a posture. In the older practice, we do not kneel during Eastertide. We stand to pray. Not because kneeling is wrong, but because for these fifty days the body is asked to say something ahead of the mind: that we are standing in the aftermath of resurrection.</p><p>None of this is decorative. It is how we are taught.</p><p>A single Sunday cannot carry what Easter claims. So we are given time.</p><p><strong>The Muscle We Don&#8217;t Have</strong></p><p>Lent comes more naturally to us. It has structure, clarity, and a certain gravity. We know what to do with it.</p><p>Rejoicing is less familiar. Not the brief kind, tied to an event or a day, but the sustained kind that outlasts circumstance. That does not come easily, and it does not remain without practice.</p><p>The fifty days of Eastertide assume this. They are not a reward for making it through Lent. They are a school for joy.</p><p>Joy, like sorrow, is something we practice before we feel.</p><p><strong>How to Keep the Feast</strong></p><p>There is still time left in the season&#8230; more than you think.</p><p>You do not need anything elaborate. But a few small practices can keep you inside it.</p><p>Keep a paschal notebook. Write down one thing each day that looked like life pushing through. Something small, easily missed.</p><p>Return to your baptismal promises (The Book of Common Prayer, page 304). Say one of them out loud in the morning. Not as memory, but as something still in force.</p><p>And say the word that has been given back to you. Alleluia. Christ is risen. Wait for the answer: the Lord is risen indeed. Alleluia. Say it when it feels natural, and when it does not. Say it until it begins to settle into you.</p><p>The fifty days are long because we are slow. That is their mercy.</p><p>There is still time to keep the feast.</p><p><strong>Alleluia. Christ is risen.</strong></p><p><strong>The Lord is risen indeed. Alleluia.</strong></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.ashandalleluia.org/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>